ok, live journal, here goes nothing.
and when i say nothing, i mean nothing.
i gave up august 2007- september 2008 for him.
for him and his chocolate eyes and his stupid kisses and his stupis promises.
and he broke my heart. and now i'm ok, and when i see him i just feel all complete like:
hey, asshole, i'm gorgeous and you didn't deserve me, and i was willing to see past that, but now i get it.
you are narrow-minded. and you treated me like shit. so pity you.
and that's a good feeling.
i'm not a christian. that's also a good thing, i'm glad that i don't have to pretend anymore.
oh! and i'm dropping out of the nursing program. scary, i know.
it's ok though, i'm going to do what i love.
i am so ok.